haha... god i suck.
Posted on: August 20, 2008, at 06:39:08am

...like.. i don't know what i'm doing wrong.. maybe it's because i fail at life or maybe it's because i just fail.. but every time i try to find that happiness i've been longing for, someone has to come around, fuck it all up, and at the end i'm back where i started.. bloging about my stupid problems that no one is gonna read.. trying to find some one to listen to them, hoping that i'll be able to find the light and get outta this fucking depression.. they say that the number one thing a person can do when he or she is depressed is lean on their friends for comfort and support... it's kinda hard to do that when you've not only not had a single friend your entire life, but it's also hard when you feel rejected from every group of people you know, because of how you think, what you say, what you do, etcetcetc.. it really makes me sit back and look at just how miserable and pathetic i really am.
some people say that i should just put a bullet in my skull and call it a fucked up life.. some say i should just..bah.. why does it matter anymore? haha... god i suck.