I love her a whole lot. I would do anything just to be with her again. I call her my strawberry, <3 She calls me her marshmallow. She is so amazing. I would love to spend my whole life with her. She is just so perfect. I love Janely, very much. We were both shy at first when we started talking to each other. Then we just laughed at stupid things, we said. and how we would pronounce each others names. When we were going to have babiees, we though of funny names to name them. The names we were gonna name them are: Bwanden Junior Zombie Snarr & Janely Junior Danger Snarr, lol. We always had something to talk about, when we ran out of things, we just told each other howmuch we loved each other, we argued about who loved who most. Janely, even painted her room Purple, cause it was my favorite color. Janely, was always their for me when i needed her the most. She called me randomly,<3 our usual time was 9 pm. We had the same interests. :] oh, we even had songs for each other. We always sent Lyrics to each other, that had meaning. Janely, is such a gorgeous girl, i was lucky to have her twice. Me and her dreamed about each other, every night, and told each other what our dreams were. We wrote notes on a paper, then took a picture and sent it too each other. We use to fall asleep on the phone together, at night time. We sang to each other, our favorite songs. Her voice is so beautiful, she always sang a song to me when i was tired, and i fell asleep. <3 Her kisses were amazing, so so cute. We always talked on the computer, and those were some of the best days ever. We would always talk on the phone. Called her in the morning to tell her I loved her. She would text me during school. We would always think of random things to talk about, and how our day went. This is one of the things she's told me, ""Janely(4/19/2008 3:23:14 PM): it sokay Brandon. I will always love you. I meant it always. I dont think I can ever be happy without you in my life. You were and still are my everything. There is no other guy out there for me. Brandon, there is no guy who will ever love me like you did. What we have is so fxcking special. I wouldnt trade it for the world. I dont regret ever being with you. Being with you made me the most happiest i ever was in my entire life. You made me feel so much better. I love you Brandon. Im in love with you. Im sorry, but nothing will ever change that. NEVER. you will always have my heart. Im not getting it back. Its yours to keep. All the love i had, was just for you. thats it. I love you so deeply. I havent been the same without. It is both our faults this happen."" Ugh, i would do anything to be with her again. :[ She's the only girl I would ever want. I do love her, it's not lust. Here I am just all lonely. Ugh... :[ she loves me too, even as I'm typing this... It comes down to her, if she's willing to be with me, again. D: </3 (me and her did break up) I just want her back again. :[ I Can't live with out her. We went out for like 6 months, but she still loves me even after we've broken up. :[ I've just been depressed for the past few months. <//3