& when everything comes crashing down in a terribly horrid way, making you want to rip your heart out & just scream until your body breaks apart piece by piece; remember that there are others who have gone through worse. the children in uganda who have nothing except for the skin on their backs. the women in africa who constantly get raped. the families in iraq who suffer fear of dying every second. we are all just human beings. death is inevitable. trust is hard to find. & LOVE is e v e r l a s t i n g. ‹3 -- but why is there a need to judge & stereotype people ? there is NO PoinT. wearing black doesnt make you emo. reading books doesnt make you a nerd. wearing purple skinny jeans doesnt make you scene. being asian doesnt mean youre a genius. if this was true, then call this girl a Nerdy Emo Asian Scenester. go ahead, judge her. just like everyone else seems to do. a complicated girl, living in a catastrophic world. laughing randomly at the smallest things. breathing in the air around us just 9hundred85 years short of a century times a decade. trying to impress the people around her, but failing badly. ending up hurting herself, more than others, but again fails to see. talk to her. influence her. love her, because she will surely love you back.

STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. she's tired of being used. tired of being walked on. tired of taking in all the crap that everyone's been giving her. tired of hiding behind that fake smile every single day of her life. tired of being tired. so why doesn't she do anything about it? why doesn't she stand up to the pressure, stress, anxiety that has been building for the fifteen years she's been breathing? why doesn't she stand up to the drama that's taken over her life? .. then again .. COULD YOU ?

you can't make your heart feel, something it won't..